Friday, March 11, 2005

E-Mail Between Friends

Hi jc.
Yes, I did received the chocs & things. Thank you. You shouldn’t have gone through the trouble. I much rather see you guys instead. Anyway, things are borderline crappy over on my side of the world. I am about ready to call it quits. But I will give another year, another shot. I want to leave but always am doubting about the sensibility of leaving at this time. I worry about him more than myself, actually. I know I have the support from my family and friends who know me well enough to be able to start over on my own. I am not sure how this will affect him though.
How’s the meeting with the counselor going? Is it working for you? I am tempted to get counseling for us to but I don’t think he will go for it. I’ve been to see a counselor once a few months ago. On my part, I don’t think it helped me tremendously. I think it would have helped more if both of us come in. So, I’m just hanging in there till the time is right to leave. Hope things will work out for you and yours.

-----Original Message-----
From: jc [mailto:xxxx@yahoo.com]
Sent: Thursday, March 10, 2005 6:48 PM
To: Me
Subject:

Assalamualaikum,

Did you receive the chocolates I sent you? I just wondered.

How are you? D is coming here tomorrow (xxxxxx). I have been here since Jan 24. Time flies. We are InysaAllah seeing a Muslim Counselor next weekend. I have gone to him twice so far. There is a hugh spread out community of muslims out here.

Well, I wanted to keep and touch and see how's things.

Take care,

love,jc

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-----Original Message-----
From: My Friend L
Sent: Friday, March 11, 2005 10:37 AM
To: Me
Subject: RE: Are you well today?

Home I was supposed to be there for a meeting with D, but didn't see the point to drive 45 min each way just to nod my head. Ash is not feeling well and did not go to school.

You are responsible for your own happiness and in part for your children's. If you are not happy they are not happy. Do what XXXX wants. You cannot stay with him because you feel sad thinking of him without you. He obviously isn't thinking about you when he's so nasty. And the fact that he cannot at least give any indication of being relieved/or sorry now that you are back means that he's just plain cruel.

-----Original Message-----
From: Me
Sent: Friday, March 11, 2005 10:30 AM
To: My Friend L
Subject: RE: Are you well today?

Don’t bet on it. He was not as nasty. It’s weird. I am almost hoping that he will be nasty so that I can leave without the guilt (of not wanting to try to make things work out between us). You working onsite today or at home?

-----Original Message-----
From: My Friend L
Sent: Friday, March 11, 2005 10:22 AM
To: Me
Subject: Are you well today?

Was he kind?

posted by cik @ 9:37 AM